A couple days ago,
I decided not to carry my cell phone.
It was a burden I did not want anymore.
Like e-mail, or any other way
People can ask me to do things.
I am tired.
Yestereday, I slept most of the day.
I couldn't muster the energy to do stuff.
This morning, Jerry said,
"Jesse, you look tired."
I am tired.
I am tired of being a leader,
of the gallery, of the band,
of a variety show,
of a book store,
of all these things I do
for free, for others.
I am tired. I need help.
I need others to do a
really great job too.
My head is heavy.
I need others to help me
carry these burdens.
